i'm smiling because of your tears :)

i'm not being cruel,

i'm not being harsh,

i'm just relieved,

that you've just realized,

how meaningful i am to you :)

your tears made me smile,my dear..

i couldn't believe i've made u cried tonight...i'm sorry :)

eh,jangan tanya lah!wa segan bhai (blushed ) ;P

sorry,i couldn't remember it well

that day,

my eyes caught your glimpse,

i still can remember well,

my heart saying,

"he's the one"

my heart was unlocked by you,

it serves you well,it treats you well,

and then you're the one who broke it as well,

so it's well decided to be lock again,

and the key was thrown away,

far into the bushes along the street,

its heals throughout times,

a very long inconvenient period,

watching her always be by your side,

and i keep comforting myself,

and then,

he's come to me,

confessing,showing and offering the love,

but,

"i'm sorry,i couldn't remember well where did the keys goes..maybe it's gone forever"

to unlock it again it might take time,

it's when,i need a husband not a boyfriend.

lama lagi la weyh :)

sorry :)

hey,jangan percaya apa-apa yang aku tulis,entah esok atau lusa mungkin aku kapel lagi nanti korang mengamuk pulak :)

new skin,new obsession :)

blog saya ada kulit baru!saya pula ada obsesi baru!

btw,skin ni blogspot punye je :D

to kpop-haters,

lu orang boleh tekan butang pangkah laju2 :)

taemin!taemin!taemin!taemin!

i love it when u're hurt

"your smile won't make me happy,but your tears does"

millions sorry

empty is my middle name right now

selamat tinggal ceria,aku akan rindukan kau :)

would u make me smile again,please?

this is the 200th and i love u more and more baby :)

siot!baby ni mcm tau2 je wa candid gmbr dia :D

hai baby!this is my 200th post!

nothing much to say,

i'm only 8teen but then when i saw babies (cute and clean),automatically these will come out,

"weyh,makin aku tengok baby tu makin membuak keinginan aku nak ada baby"

jadi,persoalannya sekarang,

"terserlah tak ciri keibuan aku?"

soalan pedas dari kawan wa yg celaka,

"yang penting,siapa yang nak kahwin dengan kau???"

siapa nak jawab 2 soalan tu? :D

the two BIG event,baby!

wa tak tau ni kebudayaan belah mane -_-"

1st Event,

Malam Kesenian Islam(MKI)

DSS,Universiti Tenaga Nasional

Jumaat,8.00-11.00pm




1st time for me to attend this kind of event and one word for sure,SUPERB!aku taklah sealim mane,iman aku taklah sekuat mane,tapi sekurang-kurangnye aku taklah sebuta mane kn?

malam tu ad persembahan dari Algebra (kump nasyid),nazrey johari(raihan),idat,dr lim swee tin,akbar azmi & yasin sulaiman...yg paling aku suka,persembahan bentomen dr kump Astena (anak seni Uniten)...persembahan yg abstrak tp ckup menyentuh jiwa..serius cakap,siapa yg tak datang,lu orang rugi bhai!

for UNITEN's student,free..IPT's student,just rm2,for adult,rm5...konsert lain bayar mahal2 korang boleh pergi,tak kan majlis Islam macam ni korang tak mampu nak bayar kot???

bila cakap mcm ni aku teringat kata2 dr Ust Long,

"kamu patut bersyukur dapat hadir ke majlis ilmu begini kerana kamu semua adalah insan yg dipilih oleh Ilahi untuk menghadiri majlis-Nya"

faham tak?kalau tak faham,renungkanlah ye..cermin diri,tanya hati :)

2nd event,

Bon Odori (festival kebudayaan Jepun)

Shah Alam

Sabtu,5.00-11.00pm

1st time jugak pergi event ni..taklah best mane sbb aku tak minat sgt kot..even kt sekolah dulu aku ambil Bahasa Arab utk subjek bahasa Asing...

dkt tgh2 padang ad pertunjukan tarian rakyat Jepun..aku tak join pun..MALAS!plus,sangat ramai orang!

semalam sgt ramaiiiiiiiiiiii chinese..kiri kanan depan belakang penuh chinese...haish -_-"

aku survey ke satu kedai ke satu kedai yg lain,beli air,sushi,sosej Jepun & apa2 ntah lagi..perut aku perut Melayu lah!not suitable for any of their food :(

apa lagi eh?err...smlm jumpe my bro Alep,zuley & keroll(schoolmate)!!!keroll bwk HOTguy!handsome ok!err...hari ini baru aku tau,that HOTguy,my FB friend...sorry weyh,aku tak tau tu kau -_-"

hasilnya,

semalam sgt penat sebab siang hari aku ke Alamanda,SHOPPING!

extra event!

shopping!
Alamanda
Sabtu,10am-2.30pm

these are what i bought yesterday,

1 nichii's grey cardigan

1 goggles' purple cardigan

1 goggles casual blouse

1 tropicana life purse

1 tropicana life t-shirt

1 selendang coklat (baru nak belajar pakai)

2 vincii's heels

exact amount i've spent?lu pikirlah sendiri!

amaran untuk pakwe : poket anda TIDAK BOLEH kosong tanpa DUIT! :D

ah!cunnye wa! :D

boleh bace ke???:D

ini budak mmg cari nahas!

hajat di hati tak nak update blog mlm ni..sbb penat sgt..tadi aku pergi Malam Kesenian Islam (besst!!)

yg tu nnt2 lah aku update..haih -_-"

tadi sedang gua bersenang lenang meng'online'kan diri,gua dpt satu sms dr pakcu gua..mmg cari nahas la!

lu orang nak tau apa dye bagi?

taddaaaa!

serious sh*t!wa jeles bhai!

15 Julai lepas birthday minah bayi ini..bapak wa ingat doe birthday dia!haih..teddy bear tu kire hadiah birthday dia la tu..sungguh mencabar keCUNan aku..birthday aku pun bapak aku tak ingat doe..tp wa tetap dpt macam2 ok dari ayah wa yg tersayang! :D

see..see..agak gedik ye minah bayi ini..lu tunggu wa balik nanti!heroin UNITEN bakal balas dendam!lu dapat teddy sebuah,wa beli teddy SEPULUH buah!AHAHAHAHAH!

mood masa ini : sewel~

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY YUYUNK!sista mish2 u so much BB!mmuah3!nnt akak belikan present from Alamanda ok yunk..

i never be the same :D

Do you come here much? 

I swear I've seen your face before 

You don't see me blush 

But I cant help to want you more, more

Baby tell me whats your story? 

I ain't shy, don't you worry

I'm flirting with my eyes

I wanna leave with you tonight

Do you come here much? 

I've gotta see your face some more

credits : if we ever meet again,timbaland feat. katy perry

haih..apa zaimah nak sampaikan ni?

well baby,someone do ask me,

"kau buat blog untuk apa beb?"

so to all the babies out there,here's my answer,

i blogged about myself,what's on my mind,what's happen in my life,what's happen surrounds me,everything that related to me..mybe it's quite boring...but then,blog where the place i share my stories with people..if u don't like it,i prefer the most for u to leave it instantly..some of peeps may think that blogs which act as lil-life-diaries kinda boring,but then,it's depends on its author to make it interesting..hey,i didn't blog f*ck stories ok..btw,basically,i blogged for my friends..where i share stories with them a lot easier by compile it in my entries..so baby,if u find that my blog kinda sh*t to u,KICK UR OWN ASS OUTTA HERE,PLEASE ;D

hey!pandangan awak terhadap saya apabila membaca diri saya dalam blog ini mungkin berbeza apabila awak ketemu sama saya secara realiti..percayalah,sayalah insan yang paling suci di dunia realiti :D

tak percaya?tak apa...aku reda dgn ketentuanNYA (sedang cuba mempraktik gaya hidup SAQ)

Timbaland Ft. Katy Perry - If We Ever Meet Again

sekeji-keji aku pun,aku tak......

howdy all??eh!assalamualaikum dan selamat sejahtera semua..hik3!

PERHATIAN SEMUA!

tadikan...tadi kan...ada bazar kelab dan persatuan tau..lepas tu kan..kan..kan..aku kan..daftar..ehmm..hmm..hmmm...SAQ!(sahabat Al-Quran) :D

sila kagum sama zaimah!

errr...aku masuk sbb berminat..tu je..td gayut jap dgn my HIM,dia gelakkan aku masuk SAQ!yunk,sepak nak?lps ni u tidur sorang2! :D

pendek cerita,tadi aku daftar,

-kelab wawasan (kelab ni byk aktiviti beb!i like!)

-err..SAQ (doakan aku dapat hidayah yg mantap)

-kelab debat UNITEN (we need to sharpen our skills baby!)

esok maybe aku msuk macam2 lagi kot..td tak sempat nak explore semua :D

btw,sebenarnya aku nk cakap sesuatu,

even aku keji..aku hina..aku tak suka kacau privacy orang lain..kau nak private blog,facebook or even friendster (eyh??boleh ke??) kau punya suka la..itu hak kau..bila dh private,mksdnye tak boleh diceroboh..so kt sini aku nak cakap sesuatu,bila aku pun private blog atau facebook,KAU JANGAN LA CEROBOH MANA2 YANG AKU PRIVATE TU,BONGOK!!!

okeyh,tu je aku nak cakap..freedom of speech bebeyh!wa mmg suke cakap apa yg wa suke,tp wa still concern apa yg kau tak suke..eh?ye ke??HAHAHAHA!ntah..nasib kau lah..aku cuma nak cakap tu je..privacy mksdnye hak persendirian syg,so,faham bahasa melayu kn?faham apa itu hak persendirian kn?use ur mind baby..dont follow ur unguided enthusiasm :D

well,well,tadi wa belajar itu damn lovely calculus!stkt ni...ehmm..ok la kot..kot la..physic1 pun masih benarkan aku bernafas..hak3!english pulak??hmm..wa dh hilang skill berbahasa inggeris doe!haih -_-"

apa lagi mau bicara ya?err...takde pape dh kot..oh!oh!oh!ada orang tnye,

"zaimah,kau dah ada pkwe ke belum sbnrnye?"

so,ini jawapan aku,

"aku ada pakwe atau tak,aku sama je..as for me,aku kapel bkn untuk kahwin"

sorry la weyh..mybe i'm in a relationship..i repeat,MAYBE..but then,i'm not ready for any serious relationship..so,please understand me,my dear..but then,if i have someone,i jaga dia sgt elok ok even i'm not ready for any serious relationship..betul tak yunk??(jawab cepat,sesiapa yg rase dia pkwe aku ) ;)

moral of the story for today's entry,

keep your mouth shut properly if u tends to cheat on others (eyh???apa ni?tak masuk la shial)

be fair to yourself baby!dont take the risk if u tends to hurt yourself after then..

aku memang suka apa yang kau suka,so what??

err..title mintak pelempang,please?booo sama dia,BOO!boo sekali lagi,BOO! (eyh?mcm kenal..AHAHAHAHA!)

well,sebenarnya aku tak tau macam mane nak mulakan cerita untuk entri kali ini..wah!skema u all,aww!

malam tadi tidur lambat..around 4.30am kot..wa cuci mata dulu before tidur..browsing all the pictures of mr.Cullen wa (eyh?wa dh ada pakwe ke?)

eh?apa sebenarnya aku nak cerita ni??

okeyh2..after i woke up,i go online..as usual la weyh,yahoo.mail,facebook and so on..oh my..i dpt mesej on my facebook..guess what??

tadaaa!!!!!

ini 1st msg from her =)

but then she's not replying my msg..so i sent her this =)

but then she's keep in silent..so i sent one more msg to her..sorry about the teaching stuff..i didn't meant to challenge u up =)

so,ianya berlarutan...and u know what..i dont even know who's the freaking heck she's talking about...eh,aku tau dah..tu pun lps bace blog dia

err...korang bace la sendiri..aku malas nak taip lebih2..korang baca and justify sendiri ok..apa-apa hal..sila tanye..aku tanpa ragu-ragu akan menjawab =)

yg bergaris-garis tu korang faham2 la sendiri =)

wa rasa dia cukup comel sbb tu wa letak love2 kt gmbr dye..sweet shial gua!

i knew already siapa lelaki yg dimaksudkan..tetapi,yang peliknye,aku dgn lelaki tu takde apa2 pun..nak kate rapat,sikit pun tidak..haish..musykil wa -_-"

ho yeah baby!i have my own yuyunk la..i dont need yours to completen my life baby..if u do still love him,get him for fair babe..be wise and dont ever made yourself gets boo more and more..

awak ada kawan2 awak yg menyokong awak,saya pun ada jugak lah!sikit pun saya tak gentar..AHHAHAHAHA!bodoh zaimah,apsal kau mcm nk cari gaduh ni??

sorry babe..what i mean,think wisely babe..what's more important..him or yourself??..if u do envy us,tak perlulah nak cakap macam2..saya tak pernah tahu pun kewujudan awak sebelum ni..and,and,and your doctor is not mine..i have my own heart's doc baby =)

my baby yuyunk,
u takde mkwe lain kan?klu u ada mkwe lain,u f*cker please go die!!

hati,tolong jangan main-main ye

walau kita tak pernah bersua,

tak bermakna kita tak bisa jatuh suka,

walau kau jauh dimata,

tak bermakna kita tak boleh setia,

walau kite bersenda gurau,

tak bermakna kosong bila kite bergurau,

walau kita tak pernah mengaku,

tak bermakna apa yang berbuku kita tahu.

**apa aku merepek ni woi??**

dear hati,

tolong jangan permainkan perasaan,

perasaan tak sekuat awak la hati,

perasaan lemah bila hati menipu dia berkali-kali

tolong jangan permainkan perasaan lagi ye hati =)

**damn!aku benci bila mood jiwang aku aktif!**

btw,siapa cakap budak engineering tak boleh berpuisi?ahakz~

uni's life hell awesome!

sila maafkan anak-anak dara yg terlepas kandang ini ;D

nothing much to say,

here's an update for what happen this week,

-i sign up as committe member for physics1 project

-i appoint myself as ketua aras for my apartment

-calculus tortured my freezing brain -_-"

-i didn't come back home this weekend due to a meeting with IKAL regarding YTN's family time table (for YTN local only)

-looking forward for dinner with Kak Ruby along with YTN's family whose in UNITEN bangi =)

-btw,i think he's touches my heart..who's he?find him yourself =)

##maaf sejuta maaf buat rakan-rakan blogger yg lain,saya tiada mood langsung untuk ber'blogwalking' buat masa ini##

saya tak fahamlah!

awak,

awak terlalu rumit untuk difahami,

awak tahu tak saya penat mencuba untuk memahami awak?

awak tahu tak betapa susah untuk menjangka awak?

awak tahu tak betapa saya mencuba membuat awak senang?

awak,

awak sedar tak saya di sini?

awak perasan tak saya wujud?

awak boleh tak menjadi lebih mudah?

awak faham tak apa yang saya cuba sampaikan ni?

awak,

err...esok2 tolong jadi mudah ye calculus..saya baru belajar awak semula ni..otak saya sudah beku setelah lama bertapa di rumah..

END.

#sayang sama CALCULUS!

hey,i don't speak dumb!

PHYF115

MATF115

PHYF111

ENNF103

CMPF112

hey!total up the credit hours for this trisemester is 16!hell a lot ok!penat o0o0o0o...CGPA 3.00 and above,please???

err...act,belum belajar apa-apa lagi pun..AHAHAHHAHAA!but then,please pray for my smooth path towards success..foundation seems like it's a tough path for ordinary student like me..weyh,tlong aku oi!YTN's family,sesiapa yg hebat calculus,aku cop korg jd private tutor!hak3!

hey!tadi mase physics lab,we formed a group..then,u know what?i met my ex-classmate mse standard 3 ok..hell long ago!lame sgt weyh..mse kenal2 tak perasan sgt..but then mase tgh ber*k,tibe2 aku teringat..HAHAHAHAHA!bodoh je zaimah..mcm takde mase lain je nk refresh memory..

apa lagi mau cerita?hmm..so far,everything fine right here..btw!elaun dah msuk weyh!well,yesterday i spent hundreds ringgit malaysia at alamanda..exact amount takleh bgtahu..nanti korang pengsan lak baca..AHAHAHA!

ok..till then..toddles guys!anything just feel free to text me ya =)

cutest of all!

wa malas cakap banyak..lu tak setuju tu lu punye pasal..KAMI COMEL!fullstop!.

awak syg saya tak?

ok..tajuk takde kene mengena lansung!

AKU NAK MINTAK MAAF WEYH!

sebab,aku private blog tak cakap kt korang..hehe..rindu eh??

AKU NAK BAGI PESAN WEYH!

jangan mengata orang lebih2 sebab kita tak tau akan datang mungkin kita buat apa yang kita tak suke tu..

AKU SAYANG UNITEN WEYH!

sbb,geng aku best doe!YTN's gurls mmg roxxx!!!!

AKU SAYANG UNITEN WEYH!

fasi aku COMEL doe!pndai dye weyh!aku nak jadi cm dye!

AKU SAYANG UNITEN WEYH!

err...skandal aku masa f5 ad kt sini..lps ni boleh dating selalu..AHAHAHAHA!

AKU SAYANG UNITEN WEYH!

sbb,study plan aku kosong untuk Jumaat..weekend aku pjg weyh!

AKU TAKUT NI WEYH!

for engineering dyeorg cerita ssh nk score..korang!bagilah aku semangat nak study!

AKU SAYANG KORANG WEYH!

terharu please..mmmuuuuaahhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!

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#err...aku masih kepenatan due to my hectic orientation..pic will be uploaded soon in my FB =)