maaf,ampun,sorry,forgive me

time:3.30am/4april

mood:gloomy than ever

isn't that ironic?ex-debaters wishing a very good MORNING to the panels while actually the interview was in EVENING???my GOD...what a shame...

i was like so nervous and i was not doing well in my interview..so,i'm not satisfied with myself..

yes,i'm prepared..but what i did was just not enough for it...there's plenty of peeps out there better than me..

bout TNB?i did do some research..yes i studied bout it..and my fault was, i memorized something that others would memorized it to0..fool zaimah =(

debate thing?reality TV has done more good than harm...easy!i got the 1st oppo speaker..seriously it suppose to be an easy debate...but again...i was mumbling like hell..short of time wasn't the problem..but i was like can't speak fluently and it lo0ks like i was unorganized..

for short,i disappointed with myself...sorry,i need time to recover...after the interview,when i got into the car i was crying like hell...

currently trying to recover myself and trying to forget the past...keep praying for luck and miracle..sorry guys..can't go trough ur blog and so on...no mood for that..i will, after i recover..sorry again

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#in SPM 2009 there was a 15th years old boy taking SPM and achieved 15A 1B(if i'm not mistaken) and he got 9A+!it's a total ashamed for me..well,i only got 5A+ while he got 9A+ ,a big diff u know..and he was only 15th that time!